I Miss You So Much!!

I keep missing him!!

i wish i could see him again and again~

i already didnt see him almost a week! my re-action are getting worst!

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did u know that i miss-ing u so much?

i everyday keep thinking this question!

Do u Love me?

Do u Like me?

Do u Miss me?

Do u Hate me?

and how long could we together?

I dont want to break~!

i already quite sad! damn sad!

why my family like this? why i should like this?

i really sad-ing!! i dont know what should i do...

i damn loving my boy~

even we just only couple few weeks only... T^T

who can teach me??

i really dont want break... really really really dont want break!!

i know he already tired bout me~

he already didnt sleep 3 days or more then that! 

and help me too many!!

i didnt ask him to help me and care bout me... 

why he doing like this?

why love should be like this?

WHY?

who can tell me WHY?

i'm Fucking SAD now~

i really wanna find the reason out...

because he's bad guy?

because he dont have any future?
because he not good at all?
because he cant give me a happiness life?

that not a good reason!!

that not a reason... i cant accept that reason...!!

it really cant accept it~

who can tell me?

what should i do now?

who can teach me?

Please Let Me Go~!

I'm Begging You, Please Let Me Go About My Love!!

♥ Update Blog

Already so long i didnt update my blog~ ><

quite busy, tired and a lot problems!

so i been less online now~

until i keep sick so many day...

i hate my body weakness~

i hate my self~!

i hate hold my things... 

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i already sick-ing~

yesterday i stomachache, may be ate wrong thing..

until i cant sleep well till i sick~

so awful and terrible... ><

now i scare sick already!! damn scared~ T^T

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♥ Love Nakashima EsthER ♥

what mean is love?

love  "❤" what mean is love?

why we need to love?

who can tell me?

i'm sad because of "love"...

i'm happy beacuse of "Love"...

i'm endure because of "love"...

i do everything because of "Love" 

what else again?

why some of people think "no Make Love no Love" or "no Money no Love"?

or... "no Handsome/Pretty no Love"? etc...

why can't we just have honestly couple? 

i already try before~ last time i was thinking play only!

now i'm different already~

i'm not like last time!

i already mature... 50% per 50%

no more thinking childish~ no more childish too!I Hate Childish

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE because of "LOVE"

could i find i love some one, i had before?JUST LEAVE ME ALONE

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Didn't Edit Picture! i still got a lot picture... but i just take some picture and put here only! >.<

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now turn Already Edit Picture! ^^

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♥❤♥ Love Vampire And Blue Rose ♥❤♥

Sweet Memories... with my friends! ♥

On 8/05/2010

wOw hOO~

finally i can go leisure man see my IP Man 2 movie~

 then i and friends go Wong Kok eat before going to cinema!

in the same time my friends, Alex friend birthday... i don't know his name ready! >.<

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ottering food~ dun know which food good!

EsthER (me), Sim Sim & Miki

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they busy ottering food! my friend, Pui San keep playing phone only~ haiz...

Sim Sim, Miki & Pui San

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my friends... Alex & his friend, ??? (haha... i forget his name ready)

today is Alex friend birthday~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY YA

Alex like to bully me... T.T

Alex friend & Alex

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my friends come ready~ sweet couple come ready! hehe... XD

Siok Yien & Ah Sing

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They keep eating only~ only i didnt eat!

cause at home already ate~ >.<

Sim Sim spaghetti don't have taste want... miki and pui san don't know what they doing!

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they know eating only~ haiz~~ XD

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"miki... who u taking to?" haha... XD busy on phone!

"pui san... who u looking at?" haha.. sure got handsome boy over there

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none stop taking to hand phone~

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T.T i waiting my friend, Candy Cheong~

she haven't come... cause she already wake up late... haiz~ XD

then time up we going to see movie! i keep worry Candy~

still haven't come

4 people sitting normal sit~ 6 people sitting couple sit! hehe... XD

Ip Man 2 movie damn funny and nice~ it's best then Iron Man 2

after seeing finish IP Man

lady going to toilet~

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hehe... is me

Me & Candy

don't know what they talking about~ haha... XD

Siok Yein, Miki & Candy

Siok Yein make up.. cannot disturb her! XD later she angry!!

then we all talking picture again!

i didn't pose it~ i didn't take from them~

Siok Yein & her Bf wanna go home prepare for going to Genting Highland~

after that they decide going to Secret Recipe ate cake~

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at Secret Recipe... Look so YUMMY those cake!

some more so expensive~ >.<

LoOk so delicious! i keep eating only~ haha... XD

cause this cake was so expensive and delicious too!

some more i & Candy ate wrong cake~ OMG! so paiseh oo~ haha

 

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did they look like old?

actually they are not~ Alex just only 17 years old, then his friend sure.... not!

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then we all going back home!
♥ sweet home~

On 9/05/2010

HAPPY MOTHER DAY!!

today i went to Time Square with my family~

some more today is Mother Day~ haiz~~~

no mother to celebrate! but never mind i still got my daddy to celebrate

my daddy bought me a dress for me~ i so happy! cause that dress also leopard skin~

actually my father want go cinema see IP Man 2 movie...

but my brother not enough age to see! T.T

i though i can see again! haiz~

anywhere~

HAPPY MOTHER DAY!

My School Life

On 7/05/2010

So boring at school~

cause today a lot teachers didn't come~

may be teacher got something meeting some where else~

so i and my friends go to ERT class and do our work or something else!

after we do our homework finish... we take picture. DAMN Funny lol & DAMN Happy lol!

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My Self~ I still wearing School Shirt! T.T

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with my friends~ 4 lady... haha! XD

EsthER (Me), Zoey, Rachel & Siok Yein~ XD

Siok Yein, Esther (me), Zoey & Rachel

OMG

cannot see ar~ my leg!! XD

Zoey, Rachel, EsthER (me) & Siok Yien

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Zoey & EsthER (me)

LOOK! we sleepping our school bed... haha!

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"Zoey & Rachel! u class mana, huh? belah~ haha..."

they eating in front me... i'm so hungry lol~ T.T

she keep eating only... none stop! haiz... later become more fat!

hehe... XD

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Zoey & Rachel... "Leng Lui lel?" keke... XD

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I & Siok Yein~ hehe... is my turn lol! blek~

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Now 3 of us ready~
Rachel act kawaii... i & Zoey act stupid face... haha... XD

AHH~ so BLUR... Xd
Rachel, EsthER (me) & Zoey....

EsthER (Me), Siok Yein & Zoey...

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hehe... got 2 leng lui here lel! is me & rachel lol~ haha... XD

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Siok Yien & Rachel... XD
wOw~ ah moi sangat cantik~

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SsHhhh~

sangat bising lal! diam diam la wei~

Siok Yien & EsthER (me)

Zoey & Rachel ask you to shut up!

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wOw~

we cooking lol~ ahaha...

do you want do try? haha... no need to scared!

Rachel & EsthER (me)

feel like wanna kill people and eat you! AHAHAHA~~~

Siok Yein, EsthER (me) & Zoey

Siok Yien, Rachel & Zoey

after we capture! we feel so happy~

after that Zoey realize that her money lose~

Oh, My God~

then we help Zoey find her money... can't found! Haiz~

then she know that malay steal her money~ SOHAI..

 FAKER MALAY~ HATE MALAY SO MUCH!