August 31, 2010

I Miss You So Much!!

I keep missing him!!
i wish i could see him again and again~
i already didnt see him almost a week! my re-action are getting worst!
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did u know that i miss-ing u so much?

i everyday keep thinking this question!
Do u Love me?
Do u Like me?
Do u Miss me?
Do u Hate me?

and how long could we together?

August 27, 2010

I dont want to break~!


i already quite sad! damn sad!
why my family like this? why i should like this?
i really sad-ing!! i dont know what should i do...

i damn loving my boy~
even we just only couple few weeks only... T^T

who can teach me??
i really dont want break... really really really dont want break!!
i know he already tired bout me~
he already didnt sleep 3 days or more then that! 
and help me too many!!
i didnt ask him to help me and care bout me... 

why he doing like this?
why love should be like this?

WHY?
who can tell me WHY?

i'm Fucking SAD now~
i really wanna find the reason out...

because he's bad guy?
because he dont have any future?
because he not good at all?
because he cant give me a happiness life?

that not a good reason!!
that not a reason... i cant accept that reason...!!
it really cant accept it~

who can tell me?
what should i do now?
who can teach me?


August 21, 2010

♥ Update Blog

Already so long i didnt update my blog~ ><
quite busy, tired and a lot problems!
so i been less online now~
until i keep sick so many day...
i hate my body weakness~
i hate my self~!
i hate hold my things... 


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i already sick-ing~
yesterday i stomachache, may be ate wrong thing..
until i cant sleep well till i sick~
so awful and terrible... ><
now i scare sick already!! damn scared~ T^T

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