Today is My father Birthday~ ♥

tomorow I got exam, Perdagangan!

and next monday is my Last day SPM~ hehe...

finally I can freedom.

and time to earn money.

Going out find work at Pavillion~ ♥

Picture 1 ♥

before going out take picture with webcam :D

Picture 2 ♥

My silly face~ xD

Picture 3 ♥

My sunglasses is Gucci

I ♥ Gucci

Picture 4 ♥

Picutre 5 ♥

Picutre 6 ♥

Haha... I am rude girl~ :D

blek~

I gonna move house soon!

haiz~ now my house damn messing T^T

today is my father birthday, 7/12!

dont know need to buy what present for my father~

yesterday i already celebrate my father birthday and bought Secret Recipe.

hehe... so yummy!

Picture 1 ♥

Secret Recipe~ ♥

Picture 2 ♥

It delicious :D

yummy yummy~ ♥

Picture 3 ♥

My father, My silly Bro and my step-mother~ 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATHER~ ♥

my house damn messing~ :(

cause gonna to move house soon!

hehe...

done here... xD

I just only awake...

and GOOD AFTERNOON ♥

Have a Nice day ya~ ♥

Going to graduate soon!!

I'm going to graduate soon!!!

I damn Happy, can going to dye my hair~ ♥

Picture 1 ♥

I dye my hair Pink + Violet

Did I look weird? haha

but I going to dye my hair is gold + brown soon!

wait my new picture, will be coming soon!

still got 2 days more,

my SPM going to finish and freedom time.

finally I can earn money.

but I will been busy 

because I will continue study collage and working!

work, work, work

I want to earn many many many money~ :D

I love money~ ♥

haha... xD

I gonna to moving house soon!

so I think I will be less meet my friends~

I'm so tired and sadness... :(

nobody really know my heart is how?

I dont need people care me!

I dont need to show my sadness infornt of you!

I dont need you!

I am familiar with my life already!

I cry in middle of night, nobody know. 

who knows?

I'm sick in the middle night, nobody gonna to care me.

Nobody really can touched my heart sadness~

I am weakness girl.

I'm not a stronger girl.

I'm not a simply girl.

because My life is FULL OF HELL.

Finally SPM coming now!!!

Finally SPM coming~

I feel stress now~ may be havent ready yet~!!!

some more yesterday until now still havent sleep... DAMN TIRED!!!

OH MY GOD!!! some more I not feeling well~ *sign*

DAMN IT!!!

Tomorrow is Bahasa Melayu, Paper 1 and 2!!

OH MY GOD~ 

Damn long the time... Paper 1 is 8.00am until 10.15am 

Paper 2 is 2.00pm until 4.30pm

I hope I can pass!!

Wish me good luck ya~ ♥

Picture 1 ♥

My face become worst already!

didnt care it... T^T

Picture 2 ♥

my face really look weird already! 

OH MY GOD!!! DAMN IT!!!

Picture 3 ♥

keep study didnt care it until my face got pimple~ T^T

DAMN damage my face... =(

now continue study back!! T^T

I really become NERD GIRL! haha

go shopping also bring book and study... ><

WISH ME GOOD LUCK!!! ♥

Yesterday I having a Fun with them!! xD

Before prepare going out... take picture 1st~ xD

Yesterday I go find Mr.Arthur Wilton William, his name too long!!

OH MY GOD! Now his name is Mr.Pig, I help him change his name!

haha... xD and with his friends too at Petaling Jaya there, SS2

I having a tea with Iivy, Mr.Pig and his friend (dont know his friends name, sorry)!

 hehe... they keep making me laugh...

I keep laughing like crazy girl... haha... xD

none stop I laughing~ then I and Iivy over night their's house! 

then i sleep with Mr.Pig and his bed, his bed so smelly~ 

OH MY GOD!!! I really cant stand that smelly! haha... just kidding~

Let talk picture... xD

I go His house... caller Mr.Pig!

haha... I like this pic so much~ cause hot dog lip!! ahahahaha... :D

Picture 1 ♥

Look!!! his hot dog lip!! hahahaha... xD

he so cute, right? hehe... xD

Picture 2 ♥

OH MY GOD!! what they doing? 

 this picture so blur! xD

Picture 3 ♥

Mr.Pig's friend from Korean... he learning to speak chinese!

haha... i keep laughing when he speaking chinese... none stop i laugh!

Picture 4 ♥

What they doing? why iivy use blanker cover her whole body?

OH MY GOD! XD haha... :)

Picture 5 ♥

Mr.Pig!! you dont make she scare of you!! 

yer~ mr.pig so bad bad! haha

Picture 6 ♥

actually he handsome boy! but he dont know fashion, i think!

he so funny~ keep saying he style... xD

Picture 7 ♥

hahahahaha... stupid face! xD

Picture 8 ♥

Look his hair! like "sohai"... ahaha... xD

crazy hair!! xD

Picture 9 ♥

new hair design! haha...

mr.pig hair nice, right? haha

Picture 10 ♥

who bully Mr.pig?? he crying~

OH MY GOD!!

after that we sleep at 6 am... woke up at 8 am!

cause going back home~ before going back to cheras, many place also traffic jam!

OH MY GOD! it really kill me... :(

 8.30 am start going back, 10.30 am only reach my house... shit!

then only sweet home~ ♥

yesterday and today whole day stay at home and sleep, didnt go any where...

be a good girl this time... stay at home! hehe...

still got 1 week... OH MY GOD!

it really OH MY GOD~ cause SPM is coming~ T^T

haiz~ wont able going out until SPM finish!

stay at home study!

Fighting~ :D

wish me good luck~ xD

I cry in cinema!!

before we going to Pasar Malam!

we go cinema 1st and watch movie...

It call LOVE CUTS, Singapore Movie~! it make me cry too much until my face red!!! T^T

This movie are meaningful... i keep crying none stop~ ><

 and this is my 1st time I crying in cinema...!!! it really touching... :(

see the LOVE CUTS trailer 

">

Picture 1 ♥

Look my picture after cinema... T^T

my eye's so red!!

Picture 2 ♥

I keep crying none stop! feel wanna cry again!

Picture 3 ♥

whole my face are red! many people looking at me... haha

going to pasar malam, taman connaught!! ><

after that my eye damn pain!

haha... but i keep walking... and i saw a lot my friends!

I want go buy "Busuk Tau fu" and eat!

it delicious but so smelly...

hehe... xD my time I ate "Busuk Tau Fu"

after that sweet home~ ♥

Try to Happy with my friends!!

I try to be happy!!

 and hang out with my friends~ ^^

Try wont be a Emo girl and be a Happiness girl~ ^^

Let talk My Picture~ ♥

hehe... xD

haha... i go Iivy's house and we having a make love!!

she cute is it? haha... xD

Picture 1 ♥

  I with IIvy~ ♥

we having make love! haha... xD

and she taking towel to prepare make love!! haha... xD

Picture 2 ♥

I, EsthER and Iivy~ ♥

Picture 3 ♥

she so cute... love her so much~ ♥

muachsss~ ♥

Picture 4 ♥

look my face? look so funny, feel wanna to eat to her!!

haha... yummy~ ><

 Picture 5 ♥

I dont know why she taking towel!! i think she scare~ 

haha... let come~ we go make love! hoho... xD

later night we go pasar malam, Taman Connaught!

haha... who want join us?

I trying!!! I trying!!! I trying!!! :(

I trying to be happy!

I trying everything that I can forget you~

I think, it so difficult to me!

Every time I awake, I sure will sad...

Every time I do the movement, I sure will remember you!!! :(

I might to stop to thinking you but I wont forget you!

I can love you forever but I cant get your heart forever~

Did you know, why I want to make tattoo blue rose?

because I can feel it, blue rose are so lovely and sadness~

I dont know why I can feel like that!!

it make me so special to Blue Rose... just like vampire!!

I know you wont forgive me forever!

I just can tell you,

I really really do love you~!

I wish I could heard from you that you also still loving me!

It make me happy, if I cant get you~

I just hope you can forgive me...

and share my mind to you...

how suffer you did to me?

how pain you do to me?

how much I love you?

I just need somebody to love!

I dont need any things else...

Listen to this song!!!

I aint happy happy at all!!

This few day i not happy at all!

and i try to make happiness life but i cant do it,

even you saw my smiling..

that true!!!

I try to forget you!

but i cant do it...

I want to remove my pain...

I want to delete my memories sadness...

but it so difficult

I want to STOP it to forget you!!

but I really cant do that, cause all the past memories had I and you Happiness life

I choose to regretful that I aint honestly love you!!

How dumb am I?

I thought I can forget you...

because of you...

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, it make me cant forget you!!! =(

Even I couple so many guys, but they cant replace your place!

did you know how sad I am?

can you feel my heart pain?

Please let me to forget you!

Please leave me alone!

Please dont make me sad again!

I love you but I cant get you!!!

I miss you but I cant reach the message to you!!!

I hate you but I cant do it yo you!!!

and I will try my best to love someone like i did to you!!
I want NEW LIFE, NEW DAY and NEW LOVE


HOPE I CAN DO IT!!!
and I can make it right...

Sometimes we make mistakes...

Sometimes you feel like a broken angel on the ground

we aint perfect

cause we're young!

Today is Halloween Day~ ♥

It been long time i didnt update my blog~

haha... lazy to update blog!!!

since i become single...

and many happen to me..!! *sign* 

Let talk my new picture... xD

Picture 1 ♥

Look my sexy leg~ 

haha

Picture 2 ♥

A lot my friends like this photo!

cause look so mature~ ♥

Picture 3 ♥

I am Vampire~ ♥

I like Vampire so much!! :D 

Picture 4 ♥

Sexy Vampire :D

Picture 5 ♥

Lovely Vampire!! xD

Picture 6 ♥

I suck your BLOOD~ =)

buahaha

I'm single life now~ ♥

like u see that my facebook change to single~

that is truth

i'm single right now~

hehe~~ 

but actually become single more freedom!!

any things also can do~ yeah~ ^^

all my friends keep asking me "WHY? Cheer Up!!"

then i said nothing happen~

dont have any reason... just dont have feel each other only~

hehe....

come come cheer me up~ ♥

haha... xD

thanks all my friends that caring me~ ♥

hehe~ xD

what a boring day!!

what a suck boring today!! keep online only... *sign*

nothing to do~~

some more 1 month is SPM... 

OH MY GOD~

i havent ready yet... know SPM coming soon but i didnt study!!

haha... my trial exam getting worst~

i scare my result! i hope i can get great in my trial exam... T^T

now i holiday~ cause PMR....

on Wednesday i got exam, 1 paper only perdangangan!!

haiz~~ lazy to study my perdangangan subject!!

it worst my perdangangan teacher, dont know what she teaching!!

or i just can said she doesn't teach our class at all... o0o

let talk my picture now

Picture 1 ♥

i didnt make up and didnt edit~

 did i look like ghost and ugly? xD

yes~ of cause, right?

Picture 2 ♥

Picture 3 ♥

i'm looking old~ T^T

how bout this picture?

Picture 1 ♥

already make up~ hehe... xD

Picture 2 ♥

hey, sexy man~ ♥

i looking at you!

Picture 3 ♥

did i look mature?

ok then~ ^^

done here...

because later i going out, go pasar malam!!

meet my old friends~ long time didnt meet them~

quite miss-ing them~ T^T

hehe... xD

but i will always MISS you

and 

LOVE you~ ♥